Sometimes I wake up in the morning feeling helpless, as if everything around me is just slowly falling apart and all I can do is watch it happen because there is nothing I can do to stop it. But this time it was different, I didn’t go to bed and never went to sleep. I … Continue reading ‘everything is okay’
Loving someone is simple. You fall in love by chance. But loving someone is an unconditional commitment to love someone who will never be perfect; its a deleberate choice. A choice to love one another through the good and bad, its something you choose to make work everyday. Loving someone can completely destroy you. It … Continue reading Loving Too Much
"Do you believe in soulmates?" I was asked this question once in high school but for some reason just started thinking about it now. Back then, I remember I just shrugged my shoulders and awkwardly looked away in hopes of not making any eye contact. So, do I believe in soulmates? Yes, I think I … Continue reading Believing in Soulmates
Its 2am and my feelings are everywhere at the moment. Why? Well because I started snooping around my old pictures and videos from over the years. Its crazy how powerful a simple picture or video can be, it has the power to bring me to tears and make me regret so many choices I have … Continue reading Memories Destroy Us
For me, everything in general is way more complicated than it needs to be. Its how I am, I over think and make things more of a big deal than they should be. One of those main things, is; missing people and feeling missed back. I have this thingwhereI'm always scared to show people that … Continue reading Nuisance or Not?
I remember when there use to be five of us. I would get up every morning to the sound of him whistling and the smell of sweet buttery pancakes in the air. I’d get up, and walk into the kitchen to see him frying pancakes and whistling a familiar song, unaware of my presence. I … Continue reading I Remember
Every since I was old enough to understand what being liked felt like, I always made it my mission to change myself for other people or do things for them; so they can be happy. I always thought it was normal, that it was something people do for those they love. I compared it to how … Continue reading I’m Not Changing For Anyone.. Again
Hello, I'm back. The last time I posted on this site was around 2 years ago which would make me 16 years old at the time. Back then, I felt like I knew what I wanted in life, I felt like I finally had my life together. I had wonderful friends, my family wasn't such … Continue reading I am back but …I feel lost