I Lost Myself.

So recently, I have rediscovered this WordPress account and I am shocked. Somehow I had forgotten that I use to express my very being on here. As I read every post after the other, I became very overwhelmed. The last time I posted was in 2017, and I have slowly come to the realization in these past few hours that I am not the same hopeful and loving girl that I use to be. It scares me because I never knew she had left. It scares me because I miss her so much. I feel like I lost something very important to me. I use to do so many things that made me happy, like writing, reading, singing all the time… where did she go? Can I have her back? I need her back. I want her back.